I'm in college full time and I'm supposed to be entering a program that's intensive to get done my college degree sooner. The past few days it gets worse and worse, and today my depression is so bad that I've been staring at my computer for the last 1.5 hours and gotten barely anything done. I feel like I should take a break and go to the gym and that maybe that will help, but I can't seem to get off of this chair. I considered a nap, but I know that's just me avoiding the problem. I'm so fucking depressed that I deleted some social media today because it just makes me feel worse. I posted a selfie with my dog and 42 minutes later not one like so I deleted it.. Then I deleted Facebook. I know that that doesn't really matter, but I am constantly comparing myself to others and girls that I went to highschool with take 30 selfies a day and get 100 likes on each one. Today it just hit me really hard that no one honestly gives a single Fuck about me other than my husband. My parents are toxic as Fuck, I have no friends I can talk to, and I just feel like I'm drowning. I'm so fucking sad. And I quit drinking which was my one release and I'm trying so hard not to drive to the closest liquor store right now. What do you guys do when you're in a slump like this? My homework is obviously time sensitive and I have a packed day tomorrow doing other things... I'm just so fucking stuck.