I think I have not been honest with myself. I thought that a Female Led Relationship was something that I could adapt to, but in reality, when I chat with other girls who are looking for a sub, I feel like a liar.
Vanilla equal relationships, Female Led Relationships. None of these are for me; it will simply never work out.
Being truly honest with myself, my ideal girl is (please don't judge) someone who would allow her partner to engage in sexual activity with another girl, would be nice if she could join in for a threesome as well and if she wants to date another girl, that is also fine.
It does not matter to me if my future partner is a nude model or even a sex worker or whatever. Neither is her education important (even though I am highly educated) or background.
I believe that the most important elements in a relationship are trust (no secrets), love, respect, companionship.

I would like to create memories together and live a life where we do things together, and work together.

I would like to clean the house and cook while future wife relaxes, I also want to be bit obedient for example let's say she asked to do something for her, I would do it not because for submission but respect and love. I believe this is where I got confused and thought a Female Led Marriage was the best even though it was not.

My personality:
Kind
polite
prefers to solve things peacefully by talking rather than arguing
apolagizes if I am wrong, regrets the mistake made and strives to correct that fault.
Respectful

Everyone (as in family members, neibours, boss, collegues, factory workers under me consider me) a good person and respect me for who I am. Maybe, because I see everyone as a human being and don't care about fancy job titles or positions.

So if you want to get to know each other, we can be friends and get to know each other better and hopefully, we can be partners in rhyme forever one day