Had a really good first year in the apa. Learned a lot and made good friends along the way. Grinded my way from a newby 3 to as of 2 weeks ago a 4. Played in the finals tonight last match of the night. Needed to prevent my opponent from getting to the hill as it was 4-6 them going in. Went up 2-0 and let the nerves get to me. Rattled a gimme trying to get perfect on the 8 lost that game and couldn't mentally get over it. Lost the two in a row. Tough learning experience. Biggest take away is that I wish I stayed sober it was the 5th match and past midnight I got bored waiting and watching all the other matches and had a few too many. Had so many opportunities to get it down for my team buy just couldn't seal the deal. Ughh hopefully they give me a chance next season and I can step up!