I had recently separated from my wife of 15 years and was feeling lonely after a month of getting used to the idea of being single again,

My mind was all over the place and dating sites were just boring or full of girls chasing Instagram followers,

My nights were spent alone and just my mind ticking over before bed time , I started to watch porn to pleasure myself, the porn I watched varied from straight, girl on girl, After a month or so I was bored with straight or lesbian porn so I clicked on a trans girl and watched her sucking a cock , She was hot!!! Beautiful body tits were amazing,and I couldn't believe how beautiful her cock looked , it was cut hard with a nice curve that was thick and her balls were just so soft and round, Watching her sucking on his cock and how hard she was made me start dripping pre-cum and I was rock hard, I've never felt my cock so hard and pulsing so much, This feeling kind of scared me a little, So I turned it off and tried to get some sleep but my mind couldn't get the picture of her cock out of my head , So I watched it again and this time she was on all four and the guy was fucking her so deep, My cock went instantly hard , I slowly wanked my cock and I've never cummed so hard watching porn, I slept so well that night,

The next day I couldn't get the picture of her beautiful cock and body out of my mind and that when my mind started to run with thoughts of a trans girl with a hot cock sucking my cock dry, my cock started throbbing at the thought of it,

That night I watched a different porn with her in it and my mind wanted the guy she was fucking to be me,

For that moment the only porn I watched was trans or shemale,

My interest got more and more on what a cock would be like to suck ,

The next day my mind went crazy with thoughts and I decided to buy some panties to try , OMG I was in love with how they felt and wearing a G-string for the first time was hot,

My mind had finally taken over my body so I downloaded Grindr to see what the dark world that I didn't know anything about was actually like,

My first experience on Grindr was terrible, The guys were so pushy and I've never seen so many dick pictures in my life, I deleted it after the first 30 minutes and thought I won't be doing that again,

That night in bed my mind got the better of me and I rejoined Grindr,

Laying in bed flicking through the profiles and one sparked my interest, He was an older gentleman, single and looking for a young guy for fun, from the picture he had a nice body so I hit the like button, He sent me a message pretty quickly,

We started chatting just small talk , he seemed nice and friendly, not pushy at all and no dick pictures,

We chatted for an hour about life and stuff no sex talk or anything,

We stopped chatting cause it was late and we both had work the next day,

That night in bed I didn't watch porn I had a wank thinking about what me and him could do to each other and wondering if his cock is as beautiful as the trans girl in the porn,

The next day I woke up to a good morning message from him and I instantly got hard , we exchanged messages for the whole day,

That night our chat turned sexual and what we both had experienced, I told him I'd never been with a guy and he was very polite and that he was experienced with new guys

We exchanged a few pictures and his cock was beautiful, it was about 6 inches , shaved , the shelf was thick but not too thick, the knob was round and thick,

We exchanged messages for a few days before we decided to meet in person,

We met at a coffee shop both very nervous, we enjoyed a chat and he asked if I'd like to go back to his place for a spa, I said yes very quickly, The drive to his place I had so many feeling running through my head , what was I doing , what an I doing ,

Once I arrive at his house and knocked on the door he invited me in , he had already changed into a pair of Speedos , I could see his cock through them , he was semi hard ,

Once inside he asked me if I would like a drink , I said yes so he said you jump in the spa and I'll get us a drink, Oh and clothes are optional in the spa,

Once he went inside I stripped off and my mind was still racing , I got into the spa naked and relaxed in the warm water, He came out with our drinks placed them in the side and then stripped off his Speedos, when he was he was getting in I couldn't help but notice his cock , It was better in person then the photos

Once he was in the spa he sat opposite me we just chatted and had a drink , I felt really comfortable in his presence, he was easy to talk to we got along really well, After awhile he asked me if he could kiss me and I didn't even have to think about it,

He moved over and sat beside me and put both hands on the side of my face and kissed my lips softly,

His lips were soft and gentle, his tongue slowly traced my bottom lip before it was fighting with my tongue or soft kiss went to a Passionate kiss quickly,

I felt his hands slow running from my shoulders down my body , he played with my nipples as his hands slowly worked their way down to my stomach,

He hands felt very soft and gentle as we kissed  , I could feel my cock starting to throb for the kissing and his hands running over my body,

He slowly moved his hands further down my body till he was just rubbing above my hard cock which I'm sure he could feel it pulsing through the water ,

We kept kissing as his hand slowly grabbed the base of my cock  , I thought I was going to cum just from that

He massaged the base of my cock as he slowly kissed my neck (which is my weak spot)

His hands move under my cock as he slow took my balls in his hand and massaged them

The feeling was driving me crazy ,

He asked me to sit on on the side of the spa, He didn't remove his hand from my cock as I started to get out, he kissed my body all the way down as I sat on the edge of the spa My mind was running with so many thoughts, Before I could say anything he was between my legs with his tongue just licking my throbbing cock , I was so horny and he slowly kissed down my shalf just licking and suck his way down to my balls , he took my balls in his mouth one by one gently sucking on the I felt his hand running up and down the inside of my legs , just every second stroke he would run his fingers over my hole , it was the best feeling I'd ever felt, He slowly worked his way back up my shalf and took my throbbing cock in his mouth , I just about came from the sensation that I felt when he slowly suck my throbbing cock , it was the best headjob I'd ever had , The feeling of his tongue and his mouth sliding up and down my cock was mind blowing,

As he was sucking my cock his other hand was rubbing my pussy as he liked to call it in between sucking and licking my cock, His fingers swirling around on my pussy was driving me crazy , he could feel that I was getting ready to blow my hot load , so he stopped and came up and kissed me I could taste the pre-cum on his lips

He told me that I have a very suckable cock and he would do it whenever I like ,

We finished our spa and headed inside,

Once inside he asked me if I'd like a shower , I said yes

He went in got 2 towels and turned the shower on he said I'll join you to save water,

Once in the shower we started kissing again, I was so horny after the mind blowing headjob I just got

He grabbed my hand and placed it on his beautiful cock, I started to rub his cock till it was hard , he asked me if I'd like to give sucking it a try,

I went straight to my knees and just started kissing and sucking the tip once I felt comfortable, I opened my mouth and slide his beautiful cock in my mouth I treated it like a lollipop, I loved sucking his hard cock Feeling it pulse in my mouth as I twirled my tongue around the thick knob,

After what only felt like 5 minutes he pulled me up and said oh that was good for your first time and kissed me hard against the wall

He asked me to turn around so he could wash my back for me,I turned around and he started washing my back and I could feel his hard cock pushing on me ,

I slowly pushed back on it, the feeling of his hard cock pushing on my bum cheek was making me crazy,

He ran his hand between my legs and played with my balls and then slowly move back till his fingers were rubbing my pussy again,

At that moment in my head I was begging to be fucked,

He whispered in my ear let's take this to the bedroom,

I think it was the quickest I ever have got out of the shower

Oncein the bedroom we laided on the bed and we started kissing and our hands all over each other,

I got a turn of sucking his beautiful cock again ,

He asked me if he could fuck me ?? Without even thinking I said yes!!!

He lent over to his bed side table and grabbed a condom and lube ,

He said lay on your stomach , I turned over layed on my stomach as I felt a cold sensation as he squirted lube on my ass,

I felt his fingers swirling around my pussy as he lubed up my  hole,

My body tense up as it was a different feeling and cold

He slowly swirled a finger around my pussy and slowly pressed against my hole , each time he pressed a little harder till his finger was just inside my tight pussy , It hurt at first but he just left it there till I got used to it He slowly moved his finger in and out and the feeling was amazing after the pain went which didn't last long

I could feel he starting to slide his next finger in to me while he was rubbing my cock from underneath me,

He was using his fingers to finger my pussy and I could feel his cock throbbing on my leg ,

The feeling was different pain at first then pleasure straight after, He keep fingering me till he had 3 fingers inside my pussy and stroking my cock

I was in heaven the feeling was amazing and I didn't want it to stop ,

I felt him take his fingers out of my pussy and he put the condom on,

He added more lube to my now stretched pussy, He grabbed me by the hips and lifted me up to playba pillow under my hips so he could have better access to my pussy

I then felt his body warmth on my legs as he was rubbing the inside of my leg,

I felt him rubbing his hard cock in between my bum crack up and down lubung up the condom Tip,

He stop and checked to make sure I was ok as he kissed the back of my neck,

I said yes but deep down I was scared of what was about to happen, scared but excited at the same time,

My heart was racing but my cock had never been so hard ,

And then I felt it the most amazing feeling my body had felt , A nice hard cock , just the tip of his knob , just spread my tight pussy open and just sit there,

Yes it hurt but once it just sat there my pussy welcomed it very quickly, Again he asked if I was ok

Oh I was more then ok , my body was in heaven,

Slowly but by bit he slowly slide his hard cock in my pussy deeper and deeper till his balls were touching me

But every inch he stopped and waited till my pussy excepted his cock , Once he was all he he start to kiss my next and tell me how my tight pussy felt so good, That was driving me crazy,

He slowly start to pump in and out till my pussy was open and could take it a little harder,

My head was in a zone and my pussy was begging for it ,

He slowly increased the speed of his cock going in and out till he stopped and rolled me on my back,

He lifted my legs I could feel my pussy just quivering, As to be begging for more,

He slowly slide his cock back inside my pussy and fucked me nice and deep making eye contact the whole time

I could feel his cock throbbing and the feeling was amazing,

He said he was about to cum and asked me if I'd like to taste it, My mouth said yes but my mind wanted him to keep fucking me,

He pulled out of my pussy and removed the condom,

I sat on the floor while he wanked his cock in front of me watching it throbbing and him moan as he released a hot load of cum down my throat was mind blowing,

I swallowed my first load of cum and loved it,

That day was a great day , ticked alot of my list

Swallowing cum Being fucked by a hot cock Sucking a hot cock

I still have lots on my list to do but we will slowly get there

I never did hookup with him again, I'm not sure why But that being my first time was amazing I couldn't of asked for a better first Patient Caring Gentle Beautiful cock Could suck a cock very good

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