So recently I started hanging out with a new group of friends. We all worked a gig together, and once the gig ended- stayed friends and decided to hang out. There’s maybe a little over 15 of us in this group, more women than men. All of us are in our mid to late twenties.

Everyone in the group is pretty open minded sexually, and we’re all musicians/artists etc. So definitely getting stoned and drunk whenever we get together. Lately people have been hooking up.

Last week someone joked about us doing an orgy, and all being stoned, we were like “I mean that’d be kinda hot. I’ve never done that before.” So now it’s turning into a thing we’re actually planning to do. We’re going to do some drugs, play music, and then fuck.

I’ve never done anything like this, so I’m both excited and nervous. Naturally dick size became a discussion, and I’m trying to “not think about it” but I’m definitely over thinking it.

I’m about a little over 6x6 with big balls. For whatever reason I feel nervous. Will that look small to other people? How do I “not care.” Everyone is joking about there being big dick there, so I’m feeling nervous in a way.