I feel so guilty.. I planned on breastfeeding and pumping my whole pregnancy, baby couldn’t latch well at first and then I just wasn’t producing anything. My milk came in around 3/4 days PP, but not enough. My baby has been supplementing pretty much EVERY feeding with formula since the hospital, and that decision made me cry. Now, she won’t feed on boob because she’s used to the bottle flow and gets frustrated and just screams. So I’ve been pumping, but even pumping 5 times a day im barely making 4oz the whole day… the same if I were to pump 2x a day. Im exhausted, frustrated, and I feel like Im failing my baby. I honestly do not want to continue with pumping, but I feel so guilty… I’ve invested into an expensive pump, nursing tanks, bras, all the accessories…. And im just failing and ready to give up. Im so stressed, I hate putting the pump on because I know it’s not enough for my baby. I feel like im just wasting my time and energy for not even 1/4 a days worth of milk. I’ve pumped 2x today for pain, I don’t want to do it anymore.

Update: 14days PP, officially done