I've always been told that I'm beautiful, so much so that it got to a point in which I dismissed the comments. I mean its not like I had a lot to do with my genetics. Granted I do make sure my hair and makeup look good and I eat right and exercise so that part is under my control, but still, it started to feel stupid to thank someone for complimenting me on something that was 90% out of my hands.

I started to realise that the men telling me that I'm beautiful only wanted to fuck me and the women who said it were either jealous or wanted to fuck me or maybe a little of both. I had a deep conversation with a woman at a party who after a few drinks told me that beauty exists to be posessed and owned. That since I was a thing of beauty, and she did emphasize the word "thing" which honestly sent tingles pulsing between my legs, that by extension I existed to be owned and that I should embrace my role in life.

I had to admit that I've always felt submissive inside, I enjoy being told what to do sexually and I definitely loved when my little body was admired and on display. So yes, I kept my pussy hairless and I dressed like a slut and loved the attention I got. I liked making the pussies wet and cocks hard as I always said. But now I'm starting to realise that its deeper than that. Its this feeling that maybe I am truly inferior. Maybe I am a "thing" to be owned or a pet or a piece of art to hang on the wall. If so then I certainly am a beta girl and my purpose in life then is to be owned by an alpha and to serve.

It's not so much about being called names and insults, though in the right context that can be pleasurable for me, but its more about knowing that my place is as an inferior beta. That I should endeavor to be obedient, devoted and always beautiful and on display, since that is what I exist as for the alphas. One of the best compliments I got was when someone told me that I was well trained and my owner (not that I have one) should be pleased with me. That definitely sent tingles through me and made me wet. I loved being told how well trained I was even if I'm really not. I know this post wasn't sexual or graphic as some of the others I've seen here, but I wanted to share these thoughts with you. Hope you don't mind and if you do, remember that I am just a silly little beta girl who was born to look good, not to think.