I have been unable to find anyone who shares this kink. May not be looking in the right places.

In an ideal world, my bf/daddy would keep me a vaginal virgin forever and cuck me all the time. I would always be too much of a pervert and a loser to deserve to be fucked. The fantasy is not realistic, since he is very passionate about one day having penetrative sex with me, but I at least want him to cuck me before he takes my virginity lol. We're looking to try a chastity belt for me, but it's an intimidating next step.

I read posts from pussyfreecommunity, put myself in the shoes of the denied husbands and boyfriends, and think "damn, I need that!" Two common but contradicting themes in pussyfree porn are that the submissive is to be denied nudity, and for others, the dominant wears revealing clothing that makes staying pussyfree more challenging. I want both! I want my bf to humiliate me for being a stupid virgin!

Do any other girls want or have this dynamic/fantasy?