I've been lurking in this subreddit for some time now but have been too shy to post. I have always had a misogyny fetish and am very attracted to men, I've only played with women in the context of threesomes or whatnot. I've always been attracted to certain women but never considered myself bi. A lot of Women I've met that I found attractive were very gentle and vanilla. Recently, I've been having fantasies of being made to submit to an alpha female. I'm also a little and have always had an evil Daddy fetish but it seems to be changing to an evil Mommy fetish as well. I think about a woman taking away cock from me and making me submit to her and her only until I am sufficiently broken as a person. then turning me over to a man that makes me his clean-up girl that begs for his cock.

How would she break me? Taking away my right to orgasms, making me pleasure her constantly while leaving me high and dry. Making me worship her beautiful breasts while I squirm and soak all over her as she laughs at me. Making me cockwarm her male friends as I go into a trance but not letting me fuck them only suck and suckle them. Snuggle me like a little dolly in bed but edge and tease me while whispering degrading things as I drift off to sleep. Make me service her domestically and spanks me constantly to the point my behind is constantly swollen and marked.

Maybe she'll never give me to a man to be his beta/little service girl. Maybe the threat of misbehaving and not giving into Daddy's cruelty means it's back to serving her and never being able to serve a cock or be used by him (after his favorite girls are taken care of first of course). Maybe they will stay friends and both have fun making fun of my Daddy issues and telling me they will just give me to someone that will just lock me up little a little dolly in a box and give me no interaction until I go crazy. I thought others here may enjoy my little fantasy and I'm curious to hear from alpha females and males if you've had arrangements such as this.