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Hoping this will fit here, first time posting but feeling more and more like I am a beta (or more, but that’s the content of the post).

My order has always called me ‘pet’ and for most of this time I completely missed the true meaning of this description.

Only in the last week or so did it really dawn on me that I want to be his pet. And it makes me so very very wet to think about all of those details, especially in connection with my other kinks. They all come together for me now.

But let me elaborate. I am submissive, used to be a slave, love to serve, be denied and generally enjoy being belittled. I have also discovered in the last year that I might be a cuckquean. But maybe I am just really meant to be a pet.

When it comes to pet play, I am not so much into the side of things where I want to be cute and fluffy and loved, like a cat, what really gets me is if I am treated like a literal little dog. If I get to wear a collar, tight around my neck, have a mat that my owner will point to if I am not needed, I am waiting for his command and attention, eagerly please him whenever he pays me attention…. All those things make me wet. I want to be as devoted to my owner as a dog naturally is towards their person.

Now to the thing though that really made me realise what I am… My owner knows about my cuckquean kink and is chatting to a few girls on fet and Snapchat. Whenever he introduces himself he says that he has a pet that is a non negotiable for him. One of the girls is still quite young and apparently a bit jealous, and when he told me about her it really clicked for me. I send him a long long message late at night about him telling her that she really shouldn’t worry about me. He is a single man, looking for someone to date and share good moments together. And that I am in his life just like any other pet. I hope she, and anyone else going forward, will understand that I really am filling the role in his life that a pet bunny would fill. Or a dog. I am his, he is spending time with me, training me, enjoying having me around, but I am not like a lover, girlfriend, competition for someone he is dating. No normal girl would be jealous of the dog or cat of the guy they’re dating. And this is what I hope to be for my owner too.

To be there and available for my owner if he chooses to train me or use me for his enjoyment, but to be quiet and patient at all other times. To be supportive of his life choices when he finds a girlfriend, starts a family and gets other pets. I hope it’ll just make me more desperate for his attention and eager to humiliate myself further for his entertainment.