About 10 years ago I had this crazy idea after watching porn when he used to travel for work. It was a porn where a married businessman met a woman at the hotel bar and they had sex the whole time he was away from his wife.

So when he got home I threw out the idea to him. Find someone when he was away for work. Someone that might be interested in meeting up each time he was in New York or Washington for work. A regular.

Eventually he did find someone and would snap a photo or two of them together. Or send me a video of her blowing him. It was so freaking hot, but one woman eventually found out my email, or he gave it to her, and she would send me emails detailing their experiences. She would degrade me and make me feel so worthless. He even admitted at times that she was 100 times better than me. That her pussy was tighter than me and he would have to think of her when we had sex to get off. I’m getting wet just thinking of that.

Unfortunately he stopped traveling for work and finding something similar in this conservative ass state made it difficult to find a similar situation. We tried clubs but I couldn’t stand being there in person. Cause either the women were not into degrading me or something else. Eventually I figured out I loved the feeling like the porn that got me started. The feeling of being cheated on but him still needing me kept me going. We have found women, but nothing like that woman in DC.