My posts are always written when I’m drenched in sweat, my hands rubbing my cunt and while she’s throbbing now… I’m not touching yet.

I write REALLY disgusting posts… I know. But what I love most about it is that being a beta cunt is ingrained deeply in me- and it’s not even about the outside.

See, I’m actually really pretty. And I am not being delusional, I’m blonde and 5’2 and relatively skinny. Men stop me and ask me for my number. Getting dates is easy. I am fun and outgoing. I do my hair and makeup perfectly, dress in cute tights and micro mini skirts. My friends are hot too.

But then I come home, and I shed my clothes and open my legs and I’m dripping. I’m getting off to people I knows instagrams and pissing the bed.

It’s shocking, really.

Did I mention I work a job in a leadership position? And yet during my 9-5 I’ve got my hand between my legs rubbing to girl clocks and humiliation?

I’m dripping now.. I triggered myself… time to edge