while i was in a relationship with my ex he cheated on me repeatedly with at least 3 different girls. one of them was his ex who he actually got pregnant. 
 when i first found out i was completely disgusted and upset, however it eventually started to turn me on and id think about how he fucked other girls while he fucked me. one of them sells pics/vids on insta and i couldn’t help it anymore and bought from her. she had two sex tapes with my boyfriend from when he was cheating.
 it’s so embarrassing that i basically paid to watch her fuck my boyfriend but it makes me so wet getting to watch. i edge myself to the vids for hours a day and made side by side comparison videos of us to see how much better she is. my ex cheated on me sm he made me a cuck that can’t get off without it, i miss him so much 🥺.