This year has been amazing for letting go of my dignity. Some particular highlights have included being fucked in a field, eating from a bowl on the floor at my Sir’s feet only to find him suddenly pushing my face down into with one hand and edging my cunt with the other, and being pissed on for the first time shortly before he fucked my mouth and came all over my face.

Plenty of wins for my Owner and his pig.

But, recently we have acquired a chastity belt and this has really changed the way I relate to my body and his ownership of it. For a long time now he has been the sole and exclusive user of my cunt. Other people can do what they like with the rest of me, I can edge my clit and stuff toys in my ass, but only Sir gets to fuck my cunt. And this pleases Sir so it must be the right thing for pig. His will is easy to accept as fact - until one day he called my clit pointless.

I love my clit. It feels good and it’s where the edges come from, edges lead to desperation and desperation makes a pathetic little brainless object that Sir can take great pleasure from hurting and degrading and still receive heartfelt thanks and foot worship from…. So, this latest from him made me nervous. Not enough to argue, but enough for me to question him a little before parotting the sentiment back to him with that squirmy (aroused) feeling that comes from putting what i think or feel aside to meet his expectations of me.

So, back to the belt. Last weekend i wore it as much as i could. Same for Monday, plus a dildo in my as. Sir came over, fucked my mouth, removed the dildo and fucked my ass. Wednesday, he fucked my mouth until he came down my throat. Friday, he fucked my mouth, and then my ass. A whole week without once bothering with my cunt or my clit. It has been divine, i am converted.

Sure, when I’m not serving Sir and I’m not belted, i still edge. I rub greedily to the memories (and videos) of his cock in my holes. But when he’s here, these parts of me that brought so much pleasure are proven to be completely irrelevant. What matters is pleasing my owner, and i do not need a cunt or a clit for that. So long as there is an eager hole for him to fill, that is all i need to be.