I am suddenly finding myself demotivated. I am an artist who has love and enthusiasm for the arts and ideas with value. I am also someone who is usually resourceful and motivated to create and be productive and proactive.

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I moved to Berlin this winter and had an incident on my way, the incident was somehow traumatic and I found myself in a place of survival after surviving death.

My life has been in default mode, I have been learning and enjoying this country even though there had been some challenging days.

I am still having Ideas and enthusiasm for things but I am also sort of bored and demotivated and feel like I am stuck and standing still. this is not how I usually am but it has been for the past months.

what motivates you to live? Have you experienced something like this before?

I am someone who enjoys beauty, queerness, activities, sports, and most people and fashion...

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what do you do when you find yourself, uncreative and demotivated?