Have a new job where I am a sales floor guy for an electronics department.

Customer asks me what the differences are between product 1 and product 2

I struggle to read one product, keep what I just read in mind while I read the other, then output what the differences are. I end up just reading it aloud and bullshitting confidence while sounding nervous.

The amount of times I get asked extremely simple questions and just blankly stare at people while internally I'm frantically throwing everything into a firepit to ignite just a basic train of thought is unreal.

Thoughts are still so linear. It's so hard to get anything out of what I read, any form of understanding or insight, no ideas about what I just read pop up.

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When did it get better for you?

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bit over 4 months off a 10-15mg diazepam equivalent (3mg lunesta) cold turkey.