(Obiously not going cold turkey) Im getting my script swapped to valium today and Im just gonna taper off from there. Been a on and off bartard since 2015 but binged all 2021 shits been a blur tbh, the withrawls have been kicking my ass, and the drug is just not fun anymore, at first I would use it to prevent seizures but little did I know it was gonna cause some in the long run, it deffinetly became a double edged sword for me, I dont hate benzos there will always be a special spot in my heart for the fuckers, Im not telling you to stop benzos, but I do advice you guys not to take them daily because holy fuck it will become the opposite of fun and I learned the hardway, never thought it would be this bad/hard physically and mentally.

Edit: its been 12 days since I posted, I havent felt the need to take it, the Diazepam taper is going smooth too, the crazy thought's in my head are fading, the depression isnt that bad anymore, everything is going as planned 🙏🏽