About 5 months ago I was heavily abusing Alprazolam like I mean 6 mg a day. Sometimes I’d take all 6, others I would take 3, then 3 later on. I did this for 4 months, 6mg of fucking Xanax a day. I told my doc and they put me on a taper regime. By the time I told the doc I tapered myself down to 2mg Xanax a day. Doc prescribed be 0.5mg of Klonopin I think 54 of them to last for a month to see a psyche. So I dabbled with them a couple times but used the rest to taper. But I love benzo a so much. I just ordered 200 Etilaam so should be arriving in about 3ish weeks. I’m bout to see my psyche about my tapering mediation but I don’t really feel like I need it anymore. I’m Not really feeling withdraws. Should I just keep acting like I do to get free scripts of benzos?? I finally learned how to use responsibly after many mishaps