To the point, I’ve been off benzos from really high dosage for 8 months, last year, the highest amount of benzos I took, was around 1000mg to 2000mg of diazepam in just 4 days. And it was after I went to Switzerland and cant lay my hands on enough benzos legally for a month. I was forced dropped off benzos all of the sudden by an incident, without tapered off, so in my experience without tapered off my benzo tolerance would go higher and not working properly, Xanax would just put me into sleep with drowsiness, not like how it was. So after 6 months, i got out of somewhere, at first I started taking pregab for those symptoms, since I was still being charged with benzo abusing and illegally purchasing overseas. Then I started taking benzos again since I can’t take it no more and I can seek for medical attention again, at first it was the same, not working, just made me feel tired, they started prescribing me large amounts of dosage mixed with several different type of benzos, started with 4mg of clonazepam, 0.4mg of alprazolam, 2mg of Ativan, 15mg of Valium daily. After 2 months now I can feel the effects like how it was back then, with 0.8mg of alprazolam and 2mg of Ativan. Any tips for my next steps? I wanna keep using benzos properly and keep lower down my tolerance.

My detailed experience was written down on other posts.