I'm currently on 40mg diazepam, doing lines of K, smoking some ganja from my vaporiser and drinking a nice beer chilling out

Idk why I made this post but this is my second time taking Valium / diazepam (whatever).

I have done xans before but I feel like they just make me a zombie, while on Valium I just feel free and more clearheaded . The "normal" me is always scared to voice my opinions, always caring too much about what people think about me, and overall my family/mental problems aren't helping at all. I don't normally take benzos i normally stick to weed and have been addicted to K for a while (been doing it much much less these last few months). But since im back from uni for the Christmas holidays and just felt like having a nice relaxing night especially because l'm home alone

Sending good vibes and love from the UK ❤️