So I’ve been tapering for as long as I can remember due to yearly relapses caused by certain shit in life.

I’m on detox now, but I wonder if anybody did this thing since I used to do it when I really wanted to have fun.

So pretty much the thing is grabbing a needle, putting the pills/powder inside and refill with water and once you have the pills and the water inside the needle about halfway through, you clog one side with your finger and do the pull-down and release trick. This turns your pills to dust inside the water, and depending on the amount of water and how many/which pills you put inside the result is a clean needle with a mix of benzos that you can just squirt it into your mouth (remember to shake before consuming due to the insoluble nature of benzos in water).