I always thought benzos weren't for me. In fact I thought they'd just make me tired without feeling high at all. I tried Xanax once and that was my exact experience

I'm in a psych ward for depression rn and you can get valium everytime you ask for it essentially.

It's my third night on valium on my good I sleep so well. Best sleep in months if not years, I wake up well rested and active during the day. I might need to do a sleep study to see if there's anything wrong with it.

Like I was saying before, I never saw any recreational value in benzos, thought I'd just become dumb and tired without any noticeable high. I did Xanax once prior and that was the exact experience I had: I became retarded and fell asleep without any high whatsoever.

3 night on diazepam and my god I feel so relaxed and almost can't keep my eyes open. This shit is good.

I'ma pass out now

Also yeah slippery slope I know I know I'm gonna be careful and not higher my dosage in the next days and then maybe consider getting a script from my psychiatrist. Or get Ambien or something instead of diazepam