Don’t fucking know how I got here. Time flew by so fast and Xanax is my least favorite benzo so I’m really pissed at myself. I got sober from alcohol as I fucked my GI tract up. That on top of the chronic pain I drank to alleviate caused me to have major panic attacks so I found some Farmapram a month later.

Thought I’d give myself a couple weeks of relief and then not touch benzos. But I just fell into this shit before I could even process it.

I have 28 pills left. I do not want to rush my taper but I don’t wanna prolong it. Thinking of jumping to 1.5mg tomorrow, riding that out for like 5 days, then continuing the decrease in dosage in a similar fashion.

What are y’all’s thoughts?