For two weeks ish O abused Xanax almost daily and combined it with codeine syrup(together twice and almost died) which I used for 4-5 days of it 3 times without banzos at all. I used it right before sleep and had a period where I mixed it with 0.5mg of Xanax my friend tells me about the days but I have genuinely no recollection and all my memories are blurry I also can’t remember much of my life like one from each year but randomly remember the weirdest ones. I had bad withdrawals is it from stopping cold turkey weed lean and xans even though it’s been 3 months PS I used weed for 4 months on off. I really don’t know what’s wrong with me only recently noticed just how bad my derealisation was and dissociation. Only weed makes time go slow otherwise it goes too quickly.