I used to abuse Xans a lot. Took em about everyday for around three months. I’d usually pop 2-3mg every morning before school. Then i’d re-dose in school with about 1-2mg’s. When I’d come home, I’d pop around 3mg’s more. Enjoying a beer or three in my room, pretty much blacking out most nights. And i enjoyed it. In retrospect however, I really don’t see why I enjoyed it as much as I did, since I was fine mentally.

Anyway, my point is. Whenever i got high on Xanax, no matter if the dose was high or low, I could never fucking spell. I could take solely 2-3mg’s, and my spelling would be absolutely fucked up. I’d behave like I was drunk, and I made stupid decisions.

I took 3mg’s of Valium last night. First time doing benzos in three months or something, and I could function like a normal person, obviously apart from the stupidity/forgetfulness that comes with it. I could type normally, I could think twice before making dumb decisions. I feel like I can function better on valium, and I don’t really understand why as they’re both sorta the same shit with some small differences.

EDIT: Guys i meant 30mg, Valium.