So recently I bought and tried Valium for the first time. I bought 11 5mg pills. I used to do Xanax every day for about half a year and I had managed to quit as of January this year.. but I got my hands on some Valium, and I read up on Reddit, cuz I always do research on what I’m putting in my body, and I took all 11 because I thought, “well I used to go hard on xans so this must be nothing compared to the bars.” Well one, I was correct.. they are nothing compared to real xans, but after I took all 11 pills, an hour later I smoked some weed and fell asleep because it was late, but I woke up the next morning feeling more confident, motivated, energized, and social than ever. I had work that morning as well, so I proceeded to go to work off 55 mg of Valium. I’ve NEVER worked so smoothly and talked to customers so smoothly. I usually have a decent amount of social anxiety unless I know the person very well. Even then I get anxious sometimes on how people think of me even though I get told I’m a very likable person by many. I make music, and I love to make people happy and become friends with anyone but sober I am actually sometimes to the point of shaking anxiety. Another time I was meeting up with someone my father recommended to me to hang out with them and when they pulled up, or when we started having a conversation about our hobbies and such I would physically shake. Valium was honestly the best medication I’ve ever felt. I can be myself without feeling like a zombie, being CONTROLLED by Xanax, because Xans to me took control of me. Valium on the other hand, I was FULLLLLY in control and I am still astounded. THERES EVEN ANOTHER THING! I took those pills 2 days ago and I am just at 1:45 a.m. and am coming down from the effects. I’m going to bed I’m sure the effects will be fully gone by the time I wake up but it was such a good therapeutic feeling to my brain. I don’t want to take these every day and constantly be zooted off em. I want to use them like medicine and take them like I did my first experience, at night because waking up not feeling like I’m missing something or need to do something immediately, it feels amazing. I haven’t felt anything like it. My last question is do you think I could tell a doctor or psychiatrist this story and get prescribed this medication? I am really looking for some good feedback, so if you drop some below.. THANK YOU! 🙏