Ive been taking gabapentin and no benzos like 3 days im a regular user of 1-.25mg of xanax just about daily ts morning i took nomore than .25 of alp i hate it tho i wanna cold turkey with only gaba but the wds are so bad help!!! Yesterday i made it without benzos at all tdy i wokeup like dysfunctional pls help i made a post here yesterday! What do i do i hate taking benzos because i feel like oh i took .25 fuck it lets take 1mg and i hate it i wanna be sober i want too get off this devilish drug its all a fucking trap the only reason id ever use benzos for is too comedown off a occasional mdma or lsd trip but even that is very rare and i jus want too live man shits sucks i hate doing drugs too numb my pain, Even when i do alprazolam now i feel fucking sick no euphoria maybe sleepy but sick i hate that shit.