Alright so previously used for about 2 weeks took a 8-10 day break then used for about 3 weeks straight (1-2mg) then had some minor withdrawals for 3 days and took a break for 15 days. (cold turkey)

Then I used the first day 2.5mg, the second .5mg, and the 3rd 0.5-1mg. Took a 2 day break, then used for 4 more days, Day 1 0.5mg, Day 2 0.75mg Day 3 around 3.5mg, day 4 about 1mg.

(TILDR: used for a month had wd, quit for 15 days, used for a week.)

What type of situation should I expect? Rebound Anxiety or more minor wds? Would I be able to get away from any symptoms at all by using a 0.25mg for 3 days and some gabapentin? Or is it worth just stopping now and continuing the gabapentin?

Symptoms of the first month binge was loss of apetite, paranoia/medium mental anxiety, small hand tremors.

Please read through this even tho it’s long and I need advice.