Last night I was way to overstimmed. No chance to sleep. But I had to because had something important to do.

So what did I do? Took 2mg K-Pin. It relaxed me but still overstimmed. I redosed 2mg every fucking hour till I reached the 16mg mark. Yeah that worked. Had a refreshing sleep. Of course with this long half-life I’m still wonky as fuck. But I feel great and the dopamine depletion is completely overshadowed by the Benzo.

By the way I am not benzo naive and do them occasionally once or twice a month for a Psy or stim comedown. My usual dose is about 2mg Xanax or 10mg Rilmazafone.

Am I in danger? Because of the massive dose and long half-life? Because that dose must stay fucking long in the system and still modulates gaba or not?