is it possible to not blackout regularly on benzos?

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had a pretty long history of blacking out off various benzos and rc benzos since 14 yrs old

now I take them purely for anxiety (sometimes recreational sometimes not) but always keep the dose low… havent blacked out in around 6 months with regular benzo use HOW DO I KEEP IT THIS WAY

every single time I blackout I end up ruining my life (total car, get sent to rehab, etc.) and I’m worried the next one is gonna be me getting kicked out of school

Edit: i’m in college so if I get kicked out it’s over for me fr i’ll prolly spiral into heroin addiction again

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