Hello everyone.

My horny mind tells me writing my journal now is not going to help with my horniness and neediness, but I would like to believe it does!

*Humps in the air* technically, I am allowed to touch so long as I edge, but loopholessss. As humiliating as it can be to just hump in the air, I think… I think I at least wont have to feel the torturous edging.

Last Friday, I went for a business trip. Once again, I was used and exposed as Mistress’ public slutty slave. So, this diary will be all about the business trip.

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It was finally the day for the business trip. Usually, I dislike business trips because it would mean going alone acting up all professional during the meetings with client. However, things have changed since Mistress and I begun exploring a little about public play.

To me, business trips now have something to look forward to. My mind would be filled with horniness and (sometimes) fantasies, wondering how I would be used. The next day during the meetings, I would be so distracted with what I did the day before that time passes swiftly.

I have been denied for days before the business trip. I was extremely horny (am still) after only being able to edge over the past few days and all I could think of, was to hope that I pleased Mistress enough to earn orgasms during the business trip.

I packed my toybox (with all the toys except the cane because it couldn’t fit) into my car and drove down. Along the journey, I rubbed my thighs some. I was extremely wet. I kept biting my lips. My nipples were sensitive. Every inch of my body couldn’t wait for the attention and humiliation I will get.

There were some hiccups here and there while checking in but once I got into my hotel room, I took the pictures of the room and sent them to Mistress. Of course, the room has a balcony facing the pool with all those windows and neighbours close enough to watch. Mistress then had me take a picture of the balcony’s view and a video of it. At that time, I was in my hoodie and pants, with my bras and panties still on.

Later on, I was told to get my ball gag and put it on. I also had to take my hoodie off. Mistress then had me go to the balcony, gagged and in my bra (with my pants on fortunately), to take some selfies and a video of my turning in a circle to prove that I am outside the balcony, at the rail and also, the make sure I stood there long enough to be exposed.

There were many people at the pool at that time. It was during the evening where people would either relax in the balcony or play in the pool. I surely hoped nobody saw the slut on display, or maybe not (I wouldn’t be sure how my slutty mind works). At that point of time, all I thought of was to put my thoughts aside and focus on pleasing Mistress.

So, I went to the balcony, stood right before the rail and took some selfies and the video. (I did botched one of the selfies but Mistress was forgiving!) After that, Mistress had me take another selfie standing right before the rail, with one hand behind my head. I was drooling under my gag when I took the picture. Mistress however was not satisfied because the picture did not show all the windows and possible viewers, I had to retake the photo in that pose again in a different angle.

This time, she was satisfied with it. Now, replicating the previous business trip seems to be important now, to remind me what I did in my previous business trip and my place, not to mention how slutty I am. However, instead of being on my knees, I was further exposed.

I stripped naked with only my day collar and ball gag on, stood right in front of the large window with hands behind my back, legs spread, back arched and took a photo. I was cheekily hiding behind the rail of the window but Mistress found out. I had to take another. This time, I stood right in front of the window providing everyone a clear view of the slut exposed and gagged.

(I caved. I am using the clit vibrator to edge now while writing this… oh gosh…)

After that, I was told to lay on my back, my legs spread, knees up, with my pussy facing the window and my hands behind my head. There was no room for me to hide my face behind my head. I was there, sluttily laying on the floor spreading my legs, showing off my pussy to the world. I took a picture of it and sent to Mistress.

I went back to kneeling before my mobile phone (as I always do) waiting for Mistress’ next instructions. Fortunately (I am not sure if it is fortunate), Mistress was in a generous mood. She then allowed me to have orgasms on condition that I was in that position in front of the window, putting on a show to the public by fucking my pussy with the biggest dildo I have. I WAS ALLOWED TO HAVE AS MANY AS I COULD SO LONG AS I AM IN THAT POSITION!

Firstly, I was grateful to be able to fuck myself with the dildo. My pussy craved for it so much recently, I was hoping for Mistress to fuck me. Secondly, to have unlimited orgasms, I wonder how long I could last in that humiliation, exposure, neediness and sluttiness.

My nipples were also craving attention so bad that I asked for Mistress’ permission to put on the nipple clamps. Mistress had allowed me to do so. To please her, I chose the clamps with bells knowing that they would chime on every movement I make. I then positioned the camera to begin recording, got on all fours with a dildo on my hand and crawled to the window.

After that, I got in position exposing my pussy to the world, fully naked and gag and clamped, I slid the dildo in and started fucking myself. I was also supposed to look out the window when having one of my orgasms and look into the camera when having one of my orgasms. For the entire 15 minutes or so (which felt like hours), I had several orgasms looking out the window, several looking into the camera being so appreciative of Mistress and several looking just at the ceiling. The orgasms were intense and back-to-back. I had so many I lost count. I didn’t want to stop. I moaned very loudly, feeling so turned on, used, exposed and humiliated. I was such a public whore.

At my last orgasm, I noticed a group of people at the balcony who seemed to be pointing at my direction. I got worried and hurriedly came then got back on all fours (as much as I felt like I didn’t have enough orgasms – it was not common for Mistress to grant me unlimited ones!), holding my dildo on my hand and started crawling back to the camera while looking into the camera.

After that, i saw the wet mess I made to the floor. I squirted a lot, I did come a lot. My pussy was sore from all the fucking, my nipples hurt, and I drooled all over myself. My hair was also covered in cum. I smelt like my own cum.

I sent Mistress the video and Mistress allowed me to clean up after that. I wasn’t sure about being allowed clothes, so I wiped the floor and mopped them while staying naked. About 15 minutes later, I went to take a shower.

Mistress also had me tell her about my full schedule for the two days. I felt so much control when I had to put forth my schedule for the two days. I was subby and slutty. My mind was trying to process the show I did (which I couldn’t believe I did it).

That night, Mistress told me she watched the video and found that someone was at the balcony for the entire last 10 minutes when I was putting on the show! I did not realise it. (fuck) I was also not allowed to put on my face mask when I go out, so that anyone who saw me put on the show could identify me. But also, so that I could be constantly reminded and humiliated for the slutty show I put on.

The next day, I brought my slutty mind to the meeting. I was distracted by yesterday’s thoughts but the meeting did go well regardless. I also extended the stay in the same hotel, to meet my friend.

During the second night, I reported to Mistress (as usual) about me edging. But this time, I was edging under my blanket with my friend sleeping soundly beside me. Mistress was teasing me a lot. She made me edge. I made myself edge more believing that it would help with my horniness. She even said I could cum four times if I do it right beside my friend. But I couldn’t take the risk because I was worried the hotel might make me pay for the wet sheets. She even had me tell my friend that “I woke up horny” if my friend ever wakes up and sees what I was doing. That night, I probably did about 10 edges, I was so horny I had to go to the couch at the living room and try to distract myself. I went to bed horny and wet.

I am very grateful to Mistress for humiliating me, edging me, putting me on display and allowing me all the edges and orgasms. I was reminded of my place as a slave with no limits. I am a toy to be used for her entertainment. Pleasing her does make me feel very happy and accomplished even if I didn’t feel pleasure and was humiliating along the way.

Thank you for reading. I hoped you enjoy reading how I have been used and exposed like a public slut.

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(I stopped edging, I am too sensitive to continue)