[Mistress/Slave] [Blackmail] [Humiliation] [Face Slapping] [Pain slut] [TPE]

Hello everyone! i'm writing this diary today (absolutely in a very normal way) or maybe not since i'm desperate and horny despite Miss' generosity, i'm constantly rubbing my thighs together for some stimulation.

(Because if i wanna touch, i'd have to text Mistress announcing that i'm touching myself and i gonna edge.

Why so? Because i either get a no-touch rule or a rule that lets me touch all i want so long as i announce that i'm doing so to Miss and that i must edge when touching! )

*IMPORTANT NOTE\* There is some blackmail content in this post today. So if it is not for you, please skip this post. But if you'd still like to read it but skip the blackmail part, just look out for further trigger warnings i placed before and after the blackmail session so you can skip it partially. It is also important to let everyone know that this is done consensually.

As usual, my dms is open to anyone (including subs) for comments, suggestions, and feedback. If you have an idea or if you're looking for a like-minded friend, please feel free to drop a message.

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It has been 10 days since i came and i've at least done more than 20 edges since. i could feel my pussy constantly dripping and it was so sensitive i felt as if a soft brush might lead me to edge or cum if i'm not careful!

On the 11th day (today), my desperate self decided that it was time to beg for permission because i needed a release so very badly.

Apparently, Miss was in a mood for control that day and i was kept in such a subspace where my mind tells me i'm just Mistress' toy for her use and that i am to obey Mistress at all times.

\**Blackmailing context below. Please read with care.**\**

Today, Miss had me look at the picture she made some time ago when we first started exploring blackmailing as a good reminder of what i am.

(it was a picture of my work profile on one side while on the other side, it was a picture of me on my knees spread wide, hands behind my head, collared, gagged, with my information written across my chest, and my nipples clamped with the clamps attaching a chain and a tag that says 'BITCH')

As i was not alone, i went to my gallery and had a super quick look at the picture that successfully made me fall into subspace entirely. i'd drop on my knees right away if i were home alone. i was also extremely flustered.

This, however, was just the beginning. Miss then made sure that i have a long good look at my slutty self being blackmailed as a good reminder that Mistress owns me and that i'm just her property, toy, whore, slut, pet, slave, public slut, all for her use and entertainment, by having me look at the picture later the day when i edge.

i was further teased to release more information about myself for Mistress' disposal. (She did already have so much she's like just 1 click away from ruining me though.)

Undeniably, i was extremely turned on by then.

Later the day, i gave in and told her that i am going to edge while looking at the picture. And, i did 5 edges in 8 minutes which exposed how turned on i was and needy when looking at the picture, reminding myself what i am.

\**End of Blackmailing context**\**

Later in the evening, Miss asked about my business trip that was still being planned.

(As i began to become Mistress' public slut, my business trips are usually accompanied by some public/exhibitionism tasks that put me in my place reminding me that i am at Mistress' disposal at all times, at any place.)

This time, we are looking for a hotel with a balcony facing other units that are close enough so that people could see what a slut i would be for Mistress. Technically, i am to send Mistress the pictures of the hotel and the view from the balcony for Mistress to decide the place i will be staying where i will be exposed.

If you skipped the blackmail part, i will just recap here that i did 5 edges today. After doing 5 edges, my mind was officially in circles. i thought about asking for permission to cum but that would be so humiliating and it would expose how desperate i was. i then had the idea that maybe i could just edge again and again to get the feeling off but we all know that i would end up hornier with my clit throbbing asking for more attention than it already is.

At last, i gave in. i am a needy slut after all. i begged desperately for Mistress to allow me to have orgasms that night.

Menacingly, Mistress asked what i would offer in exchange for orgasm. i figured it's best to offer pain and humiliation to Mistress as these are those that entertain her most and i know my place (after all the reminders i get over the day) that i should be suffering when given the privilege to have pleasure.

i also begged for my nipples to be given attention. They were definitely asking to be tortured. They were perky all day!

At last, i was allowed to have 4 or 5 orgasms on condition that i would have to have the orgasms while standing, with my legs apart, one hand behind my head, another hand either rubbing my clit or holding the vibrator at my clit, with the clover clamps on, and i was to slap myself with my hand while cumming.

So, i stripped fully naked with only my day collar on, moaned as i put on the clover clamps that hurt like a bitch, positioned my camera to begin the recording, then stand with my legs spread apart, one hand behind my head, another holding my vibrator placing it over my clit at the lowest setting.

i felt the pain from my nipples as my very sensitive clit got teased by the vibe. As soon as i am over the edge, i started slapping my face hard left, right, left, right, left for 5 times while cumming.

During the 5 orgasms, it felt as if i was cumming on Mistress' command and that she was just standing before me, looking at me squirt and make a mess, while she landed hard slaps across my face telling me 'Look at you, cumming for me so sluttily like a whore you are'.

My legs were trembling as i was getting close, and my body shaking led to the clover clamps with chain shaking and gripping my nipples tighter causing more pain, i was moaning in pain and in pleasure, and my mind was blank apart from making sure i cum only when i am slapping myself.

After the orgasms, i sent the videos to Mistress and took off the clamps. The clamps did such a good job and were causing so much pain that after taking it off, my nipples still felt like they were being clamped until the next day. i felt the stings at my red cheeks while i hoped that my cheeks would not be as red the next day as i have somewhere to be but if they were still red then, i guess i'd have to just live with it since i'm Mistress' slut after all.

i also thanked Mistress for allowing me to have orgasms, and for the pain and humiliation and i hope it was entertaining for her. i am extremely grateful that Mistress has allowed me to have orgasms. After watching the videos, Mistress said i was a hot dirty little whore while cumming.

i was glad to have pleased her and be her whore.

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Thank you for reading and i hope you enjoyed reading. It was a little lengthy today because i was definitely feeling a lot more than what i had written. At least what was written was what i could describe in words. And... i am already wet writing this i have to go tell Miss that i'm gonna go do some edges again!!

Anyway, my dms are open so feel free to drop your comments, suggestions, or even share your experience!