[Humiliation] [Public] [Blowjob] [Edging] [Orgasm Control]

\There are four parts to this diary.*

As soon as i woke up, i recalled what i had to do today when i was home alone. i started to lay out the toys i needed so that i could bring them down to the living room as soon as i am alone.

One thing bothered me though, was that Miss has given me the luxury to do the tasks in no particular order. The condition would be that i’d have to have done the walk in the park task in order to earn the orgasms, apart from the humping task.

My inclination to begin with the walk in the park task was 100% BUT i am so shy and flustered i would need more courage than i thought so i figured i could start with something easier or less humiliating (i find).

As soon as i was home alone, i took the bitch nipple clamps, the dildo, the panties vibrator, the long coat, the black thongs and the lube down to the living room. i also made sure i took the phone stand so that i could properly take pictures and record myself for Miss’ view in her morning as she wakes up.

i laid the toys nicely on the dining table and began to strip myself naked with nothing but my day collar on. Then, i took the dildo and tried mounting it against the couch but it didn't work. i tried to place the dildo by the table but the legs were thin so the dildo falls off easily when i tried to fuck myself wiith it.

Left with two choices i.eThe piano or the sliding door, i opted to try mounting the dildo against the piano. Fortunately it worked but the piano was really low, i felt like i was being fucked under the table or something, that i am a slut to be used by Mistress under any occassion and that i am merely an object.

On all fours, i placed some lube on the dildo and pushed it slowly into my pussy with my phone recording all of it. i moan and edged so much as i fucked myself against the piano hard, trying my best not to cum as i am not allowed to unless i did the walk at the park.

My brain was so fogged as i fucked myself thrusting back as hard and as fast as i could, moaning and edging for Mistress while looking needily into the camera. it was about two - four minutes later that i then stopped and placed the dildo on the piano.

(i was so wrong to decide to begin with this task as it made me so horny i felt like i needed to cum and it was more humiliating than i would have imagined.)

Mistress used to say that i should properly thank the dildo for fucking me and giving me pleasure that i should suck and lick it to show my gratitude. i was dripping wet, the dildo was wet and covered with my pussy juice. i adjusted the camera and looked at the dildo with my gratitude towards it for giving me pleasure and denying me.

Looking into the camera, i started licking the tip of the dildo, circling it with my tongue, then licking it from bottom to tip. As i drool, i sucked the dildo as deep as i could get, gaging myself over it for so many times i lost count, with my pussy getting wetter the more i sucked but all this humiliation, the drooling and the gagging from trying to take all of the dildo in my mouth made me came twice (by accident) as i could not hold back any longer!!

i was so horny and the droolings made a mess all over the piano plus it looked as it i was drooling for the dildo to fuck me over and over again. That was how i came shamelessly >.< (i did confess to Miss that i came here twice so now i am left with limited number of orgasms for the day)

After worshipping the dildo for about 1-2 minutes, i put on the black thong, placed the vibe on the panties against my clit and pussy lips and turned it on the lowest mode My nipples were hard and urging for attention, it perks even after i put the long coat on. Now, it’s time to go for a walk in the park.