It's really nice to know people enjoyed my diary. (I'll link that here if anyone missed it)

https://www.reddit.com/r/bdsmconfessions/comments/mfvy0t/my_diaries_vanilla_girl_to_a_submissive_slut/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share (first diary 17th July 2020)

18th July 2020 My housemate woke me up .. it was quite late, but i only had about 3 hours sleep as I didn't fall asleep until quite late in the morning. She wanted to go to the store again as we forgot a few bits we needed. I had to tell him because I was hoping he would want me to do the no-panties-no-bra task again ... which was exactly what happened! But just before we left, out of nowhere, he commanded me to stand in the inspection position and stand there until my wetness got to my knee or the floor! Again, I obeyed instantly, this time without a thought. I was already wet so I knew this wasnt going to take long, in fact, I've been wet non stop for the last few days! I was right, it didn't take long .. maybe 5 or 10 mins ... lt reached my knee but I wanted to impress him so I waited until it touched the floor .. omg it was such an incredible feeling as soon as it hit the floor ..  I immediately took a picture and sent it to him!! Ahhhh I did it just in time because my housemate shouted up asking me to hurry up .. I had to take a quick shower to cool off. I slipped into my outfit .. and off we went.

The car ride was a little awkward because I could feel my wetness oozing onto the car seat the wet patch was getting bigger and bigger. I was hoping she wouldnt notice, but at the same time, it was such a rush. Not sure how I would explain the wet patch once I got out of the car, luckily I had a scarf in the back seat. Before I got out of the car, I reached over and grabbed the scarf and laid it on top of the patch. I couldnt believe how big it was lol.

Walking to the store, nipples erect, wetness still leaking down my leg, ass practically exposed because my skirt was way too short, I noticed a few men sitting on the bench outside. They said something to me in French. I have no idea what was said as I dont yet speak the language, but it definitely felt like a sexual comment. My friend made a comment to me and said "they were probably talking about your ass as everyone can see it ... why are you dressed like that anyway?" I replied, "its 30 degrees, it's too hot! " 😬 We make it in to the store, I catch the security guard staring at my hard nipples again .. i automatically went to hide them again, there was still a part of me that wanted to hide as I felt a little embarrassed but I had him on my mind telling me that it would please him if i didnt. I forced myself to pull my shoulders back. Wow, it was quite exhilarating actually..I definitely need to do it a few more times to get more confident with it. Still couldnt believe I was dressed like this 🤭

As we continued around the store, I managed to lose my friend by telling her that I wanted to have a look around and for her to continue shopping for the bits we needed. I was trying to find somewhere I could take a picture. The shop was busy. I found one section that was empty .. although anyone could come at any second. I quickly snapped a pic. I didn't think the pic would satisfy him and was about to take another but a man came just as I bent down. I found another place in the gardening section and to my surprise, I noticed some rope!! I forgot to mention earlier that he had asked me to see if I could find some rope but we both didn't think there would be any in the supermarket. It was the last packet left. I couldnt believe it. I screamed inside and felt a strong pulse and another trickle of my wetness down my thigh. I was getting a little more confident and was loving the rush .. After taking a few more pics, it was time to make my way to the till. The man that had nearly caught me earlier appeared again but this time I could feel his eyes on me .. he was following me. Again, I felt a little embarrassed but then I kinda started to like the idea of him looking at me because I knew that's what VQ wanted. I had a few stares from women too. At one point, when I was at the till, I caught a man, who was with his wife, staring at my nipples, again, i nearly covered them but instead, I pushed my chest out further to make my nipples more visible. I felt like a new woman. I sent him the pictures and he was very happy with the rope and pictures, he especially liked the picture where you could see my wetness very clearly. Seeing his response made me melt like an ice cream in the blistering sun.

18th July p2 He asked if we could do a video call tonight with the ropes. I'm surprised my heart didn't jump out of my chest because it was beating so fast. This is the first time I've ever done anything like this. I never even thought I'd do a voice call, now here I am saying yes to a video call! Yes, I was nervous but the thought of pleasing him was much more compelling. I absolutely agreed. He followed up with the question, "totally expose yourself for me? Without any restrictions?" I could have came right there in that moment. I couldnt wait for the night to come! And to make him cum too! Haha I didn't have to worry about the time dragging because I had lots to do for him. He set a new daily task for me, which was to do a 15 minute stretch everyday to become more flexible for him so he can have more fun with me and he said, maybe even for punishments too, no idea what that could be? ahhh but I'm excited to find out! I also had to do my 2nd kneel of the day, send him something sexy, start my diary. So yes, I was a busy girl.

He set a time for us to meet. Midnight. That time came very quick, in fact, I was late because I was so engrossed in writing my diary that I didn't notice the time. The video call takes place. As soon as I saw his face, I melted! He's so handsome and has such a gorgeous smile. I'm sitting there completely naked, totally exposed to him, whilst he is sitting there fully clothed. This was such a turn on too. I'm literally there for his pleasure only and I loved every second of it!! I felt so submissive towards him. It was beautiful! We talk for a little bit and then he tells me to get the ropes. I cant put into words how I was feeling ... I had so many emotions running through me .. i found it hard to do the simplest things like standing or picking something up. I was shaking, dropping things, falling to the side..i was a bumbling mess😆 I swear, I've never been like this before..I must have looked so awkward too🤭 He directs me on how to bound my body .. l was finding it difficult because I was so horny! I kept getting tangled, looping the rope the wrong way etc..We giggled a few times. Again, I was a bumbling mess but he was very patient. It was so much fun though. After quite a few minutes, the rope was on, nice and tight .. especially between my labia. Omg, it felt amazing. I had no idea what was going to happen next and this only turned me on more!

Seeing his face watching me bound like that, I could see he was turned on too😍 He asked me to lay back in the star fish position so he could put me into a trance. I love when he does this to me. I feel like I'm having an outer body experience. I become so relaxed that I feel like I'm floating. I remember him talking about the 4 seeds he planted inside of me again and how they've grown into huge trees. I also remember him taking complete control over my body, he would move me just with his words. The interesting thing was that I felt I didn't have control over my body but at the same time I did .. its hard to explain .. example, he would tell me to sit up .. my body would sit up, even though I could feel it was me but if I tried to fight it, I couldnt because I had such a strong urge to sit up .. it's like, if you have an itch, you cant help but itch it .. you have to. Like I said, it's hard to explain. I remember him making me kneel for him, open my mouth, then hang out my tongue letting the drool drop onto my tits ... wow, again, I felt like I was dreaming .. I was in another world .. just him and me. I've never been so turned on in my life. I was completely exposed to him, looking so needy and greedy to him with my tongue all the way out as if I was a cock hungry slut. I never would have imagined myself doing this with anyone, ever🤭 I didnt know that drooling and looking desperate would feel so hot. In that moment, I was exactly that. I also remember him making me go on all fours, humping the air like a dog on heat .. feeling the rope rubbing on my clit ... fuccccck!! That was intense!! I'm trying so hard not to cum yet he is making me hump and hump, I could not stop unless he made me stop .. this was the hardest one yet!! Feeling all that stimulation and not being allowed to cum. Torture but pure bliss too!! I was so close to failing. I really tried to focus so hard, to the point that I had tears in my eyes. That was definitely a huge challenge. It's kinda embarrassing looking back at myself being so needy, humping and moaning like a hungry slut.. I must have looked like an animal 🤭 but knowing he was loving every moment to the point that he had an orgasm, I knew I fulfilled my purpose! I would definitely do it all again if it's what he wanted!

18th July p3 into 19th july

The session came to an end. We chatted for a little while, getting to know each other more. I found it so easy to talk to open up to him and I could listen to him all day. I didn't want the call to end but he needed his sleep. We say our goodbyes. He had also given me another task to keep me busy. To practice bounding my body and especially focusing on tightening the ropes around my tits. I couldnt wait to start this.

I did my 3rd kneel for him .. l couldnt stay still again .. my pussy was going crazy. I just kept reliving the session and was blown away buy how he had so much control over me. I also thought about not wanting to go on my trip back to England, I just wanted to stay home so I could serve him and be there for him at any moment, like a slave .. l started wishing and fantasizing that i was his actual slave .. l was thinking of many ways for him to get his pleasure especially when I'm not available. Then an idea popped into my head. More slaves!! What if he had more slaves? Then he would never be without pleasure ever! I started fantasizing about that and how we could please him together. I imagined him seeing multiple slaves on his computer screen, being so desperate and needy. I just knew he would love it .. but .. i was a little nervous to tell him because i thought he might think that I was trying to find someone to replace me rather than join me, when in fact it was to give him maximum pleasure. There is apart of me that wants him all to myself...I did question myself thinking why would I want another girl to join because I want all his attention on me, I want him to myself.. but I know his needs are more important than mine and I dont want him having to wait for me when I'm u able to come online. So, I came to the conclusion that I'm willing to share his attention to make him happy. I had to tell him how I felt. I couldn't keep it to myself.

The rest of the night, I, again, was humping the air .. he didn't allow me to cum this time .. so the pressure in my pussy was powerful that I couldnt sleep. He literally has taken control of my pussy! No matter what I tried, I couldn't calm her. Another night with only a couple hours sleep. But it was so worth it!!

Its the 19th of July, I wake up, jump straight out of bed to my knees. Still horny as ever! Fantasizing about having more slaves serving him, pleasing him, making him cum. Ahhh. I was so excited when he liked my fantasy and idea and when he said it turned him on a lot! He said he liked them so much that he was willing to try and get another slave! He even praised me saying that he even enjoyed experiencing me giving my best to please him! I'm so glad he noticed and it only makes me want to do better.

I make it through the 10 minutes on my knees.. feet on fire, pussy soaking wet! On to the next task. ROPES! I was surprised I remembered how to do it without looking at the instructions. I made a couple of mistakes but corrected them pretty quickly. I took a few pics to see if he approved. He gave me a couple of tips and what he would like me to do better .. which was to make my tits tighter in the ropes. I did it again and this time I knew it worked because I could see my tits going a little red and purple lol it was so tight .. but soooo hot!! It made my nipples extra sensitive too. He approved! We discussed about creating an advert to find new slaves so I began working on a rough draft. I was so excited that i ended up creating an advertthat was a little over the top 😆. He read it and told me what I needed to change and include. After working on it for a little while, I finished it. I had my fingers crossed hoping he was happy with it and waiting for his approval. He liked it! I posted it right away on the Discord server.

He asked if I was nervous .. I couldnt believe it .. he just knows me .. he's done that a few times, knowing that I was dying to play with my nipples without me telling him .. he seems to know exactly how I'm feeling. Amazing!

19th july part 3  - 20th july

The next moment, he said that he was going to count down and that I was allowed to cum for him but only when he got to zero. I couldnt believe it! I had worked so hard to please him these last couple of days and I think he could see that, not that I was doing it for him to reward me, I was doing it because I wanted to please him the best way I could. He might have just been feeling very generous, I dont know? He didnt have to let me cum .. it could be a whole week if it was what he wanted. He started counting .. he started at 30. The anticipation after each number was driving me crazy .. the build up consumed me. Zero! A feeling so strong came over me .. it felt like a tsunami was going through me. My body stared twitching, my eyes rolled back, toes curled, pussy was contracting violently, nothing but pure pleasure. It was the most powerful orgasm I've ever experienced in my life! I just remember laying there feeling so grateful to him for allowing me to cum and saying in my mind, I'm HIS forever, I'll do anything for him! It took a while for me to come back to Earth .. the waves began to simmer down but my whole body was still tingling. I've never felt so good. I could see he was happy too, his gorgeous smile warms my heart.

We talked for a little while longer .. he's so caring and thoughtful, to give me that little extra time with him. Like I said before, I could listen to him all day. I had to get some sleep as I was leaving for the UK in the morning. Even though I was so drained from the last few days, I still couldnt sleep because he was on my mind .. i was trying to find ways i could speak to him or serve him whilst I'm away as I wouldn't be getting much privacy. I eventually fell asleep.

Leaving for the ferry to England soon. I havent even packed because I've been so focused on him and my tasks! I'm so horny too, so I dont know how I'm going to cope with the 5 hour drive and then a 4 hour ferry ride and a 2 hour drive after 😫 I swear, my mind is totally consumed by him. I cannot stop thinking about it him.