I 33M don’t have anyone irl that I can or want to talk to about what happened last night. I’m an experienced dom and used my experience to play the role of bull last night for the first time.

I knock on the door. “Jake” 35M opens the door. I said nice to meet you and shook his hand. Made myself comfortable. “Lexi” 30F was in the bathroom with the door closed. When meeting people from the internet, precautions like that can be taken. I imagine Jake said to Lexi, wait in the bathroom until I make sure “Brad” (me) is cool.

Lexi comes out in a lingerie set. Had some thin chains, straps, a couple dangling gems.

They wanted to get right to it without much discussion. Jake sat in his cuck chair, started recording, and Lexi presented herself to me.

I had to take control at that point. I never got confirmation on whether I’d be a bull for a hotwife or if it would be a mfm threesome. My plan was to feel it out. Most group play goes based off vibes.

I’ve been practicing real bdsm domination for 6 months. I’ve had the opportunity to practice it with 5 women in rotation so far. But all of that practice has been one-on-one.

I’ve never been a bull (a guy who fucks husband’s/boyfriend’s wife/girlfriend with consent).

I had a mmmf foursome once 4 years ago, but that didn’t go super well. The female was married to one of the males who watched for most, then joined at the end. I’m not considering anything I’ve done longer than 5 years ago relevant to this story.

So, we’re standing in the middle of the room in between the beds of a cheap hotel in a nice suburb of a mid-sized midwestern city,

Lexi’s looking up at me waiting for my direction in front of her boyfriend, and I just went into Dom mode.

The practice I’ve had with other women made that part easy. The new element for me in this scenario is clearly the cuckhold boyfriend filming in the chair. I had a few things I had to consider about the dynamic between us three bc I wanted both of them to enjoy themselves.

I made the quick decision that I’d play the role of bull. Which means I decided against a mfm threesome. It was a cool feeling to walk into a hotel room with a couple looking to me to decide what I want them both to do.

While standing behind her as she was up against the wall, I wrapped my arm around her neck, and pulled her close enough to talk softly in her ear so I could gather info on what type of cuckhold her bf was without him hearing. She said “he likes to watch”. I asked her what she liked about being fxcked in front of her bf and she said “making him jealous”. That’s all I needed to know.

From there, everything felt natural and very enjoyable. It was mostly like a D/s scene. He didn’t speak at all.

So the scene was great, she shows off at the end to his camera, then goes to wash off.

It’s me and Jake in the room. I’m breathing heavy. We’re chatting a little bit. And at this point, I realize getting dressed is the next best option.

I’m dressed. Lexi comes out dressed. Jake is dressed but remained in his cuck chair. We talk for 10 minutes about the scene on camera with only Lexi and I visible. Then we say our friendly goodbyes. I arrived at the hotel room at 8:10 pm and left at 9 pm.

Pretty fun experience. They trusted me with blurring Lexi’s face and sent me a bunch of photos of me and her via Snapchat. Today, they’re supposed to blur her face in the video that Jake recorded and send it to me.

I have no one I can talk to even remotely about what I get into and be fully honest at the same time. The closest I got was telling my married brother 38M that I was meeting a couple at a hotel just in case something went south and I went missing. But other than that, no one.

I created this account last night specifically for this testimonial. I’ve been a Reddit user since 2011. My main acct has plenty of posts/comments.

This is my third subreddit I’m attempting to post this content to after it got removed from r/domspace for “Moderators can use personal discretion”. r/offmychest is still reviewing it. My first thought was r/confessions, but the rules say I have to regret what I did and I don’t.

Just wanted to share this testimonial and encourage discussion/feedback amongst doms who are interested in how we can use our dom skills in a hotwife/cuckhold scenario and what it’s like to perform in front of a male cuckhold while being recorded. And now that I’m posting to this subreddit, the discussion and feedback is open to all kinksters which is fine by me.

TL;DR I’m an experienced dom 33M who played the role of bull with a hotwife 30F in front of her cuckhold boyfriend 35M for the first time in my life last night. This is my testimonial of the experience.