Ugh, terrible timing for Daddy to slip straight into a subby well 😭

Currently also suffering at the bottom of the sub well and he’s absolutely not in the mindset to help 😭 when I’m like this my entire purpose is to serve him and he’s absolutely Not Wanting To Be Served. It’s torture.

We’re in agreement that he needs to find himself a Mummy because there’s not a dominant bone in my body and beyond a distressing hairbrush and a ‘good boy’ I’m absolutely useless in that regard. Hell, finding a Dom for him would be great, although he’s not too fussed about having a male identifying Dom for long.

Though this has brought on some INTENSE thoughts and fantasies. We’ve discussed sharing (holy shit did he go deep into those last night, Daddy may be subby as all hell but apparently he’s more than happy to brat out at another sub when he’s like this) and I’ve realised that something I really want is to serve him while he’s servicing his Mummy. At her whim, of course, but a toy is a toy and all that.

He thinks he can turn me into a drooling, desperate slut to then ignore for Mistress and I won’t beg his Mummy for some punishment then he’s absolutely wrong