To think about what everyone around me thought and felt, whether they were strangers in public seeing me pleasuring myself or people in my very own family, what they got to see and might think of me doing…it drives me crazy. There were definitely even less subtle times, like when I would be using the showerhead or bathtub faucet or vibrator in the shower as my grandpa came into the bathroom to use it. I would even sometimes be lying on my back with my hips lifted and arched up, so the spray of the water would blast down on my clit. He would come in to use the bathroom, see me in the throes of orgasm, and take a wee like nothing was happening. But I saw him get hard, and that always helped me cum. I feel like such a nasty person but I can’t deny the way I am or the way I’ve been made to be. I’m even wetter now than when I started writing this 🫣😅