Hi there! I'm an autistic 26 year old male from Brazil with a hyperfocus on geopolitics and military themes in general. I wanted to share this highly specific fantasy here, which is, to be treated as an "asset" in intelligence terms, which would mean I am under supervision of a 'handler', male or female, who would ensure my cooperation, no matter the cost, and that i'd do whatever the government/agency/military wanted of me. Has anyone here ever seen something similar like this?

Given how specific it is I wanted to share and try to condense it down to less specific terms regarding the military field so others can understand it better.