This is my story and the events that led to me becoming a form of reparations as penance for my white privilege.

It all started when I bought my house (30) I needed a lodger and agreed to let my dealer (28) use the house to bag up.

I’ve always been bi sexual and have on occasion enjoyed dressing in lingerie and wearing make up I have a slim toned body but have a very feminine booty and as a bi man I appreciate the female form and love seeing my self able to replicate a female figure I’ve always kept this as a bit of a secret but one day this all changed.

I text my lodger / dealer to ask if they would be back at the house one evening after a few lines and drinks with the drug induced horn taking effect he said he wouldn’t be back so I got in the shower and shaved my whole body and cleaned my self in preparation for playing with my toys and taking a few pictures of myself dressed in women’s underwear for my Reddit profile

I got out of the shower and covered my body in baby oil and looked at my now smooth physique over the years I have learnt to hold my body with a feminine quality so I articulated my hips and pushed my round feminine ass outward from the neck down my body was now entirely female in appearance I loved how much my ass looked like it belonged on a woman I’ve enticed straight men before due to this quality and being desired by a man in this way made me feel more desirable than any straight encounter I’ve ever had.

When I’m with a woman I am masculine in ever aspect and I love that experience but something about being feminine excites me in a way that supersedes any other situation

I went upstairs and pulled my bag of slut wear from its hiding place I knew exactly what I wanted to wear I’d ordered a new set of stockings and suspender set in black French lace with a high riding thong that I couldn’t wait to see compliment my round now oiled and smooth booty

I clipped the stockings to the suspender and then pulled the thong up my body tingled when the thin strip of lace found it’s place between the cheeks of my ass the small amount of pressure against my hole making my mind race with fantasies of being used.

I set my phone camera to timer and bent over click goes the camera I look at the screen mmmmmmmm fuck that looks like a girls booty not just a girls booty but a slut a pornstar even

I looked in the mirror and decided I wanted to look more beautiful I spent a good hour applying makeup and my face was unrecognisable when I finished lashes were defined long and Smokey eye shadow looked amazing I finished with some pink lip gloss and looked at myself with a sense of pride

This was the best look I’ve created I almost wished I was going out in public like it but I would never be brave enough for that

I took another line and led on the bed the full length mirror bouncing the soft lighting onto my oiled body a couple more pics and then wow I need a drink badly

I pulled my dressing gown on and went downstairs to the kitchen open the fridge and pulled a pre mixed g and t out a opened the can as I did this I heard the front door open my heart dropped as I looked to see my newly appointed lodger in the hallway

Hey he said I said hey back and he walked towards me. I’m ok I thought I’m covered up he can’t see what I’m wearing….. fuck …..please don’t notice I thought