i’m so embarrassed and humiliated but i need to ask this here since googling didn’t help much…but i’m pretty sure i’ve masturbated one too many times and now my orgasms are super weak. this is TMI but i’m kinda freaking out. i’m only 22 years old, i’ve been masturbating for years now and i’ve somewhat explored with sex toys but i really only find success with a dildo and my hand. it was so fun for me to explore my sexuality on my own (had “casual” sex once for my first time ever, not a great experience so i’m waiting for the right person) and i’m so sad that i’m no longer enjoying myself. as of late, my orgasms take so long to happen and if they do, they are the weakest thing ever! i come from a highly religious background that pushed chastity and all that to a crazy level and although i’ve done good work to reduce my own shame and such around self pleasure, i’m worried that when i find the right partner i won’t be able to orgasm and i’ve ruined what is supposed to be a “special moment”. i’m probably freaking out over nothing but i cannot stop thinking about how i’ll never have a good orgasm again lol. does anyone have any sage wisdom or knowledge on this? thanks :D