Obviously, it's every Youtuber's dream to be a success and become famous and rich and you can't blame them, that sounds great, but personally, I just want to travel. I plan on saving up money until I'm 18 and buying a Van/RV and just drive around the country and have fun. I couldn't care less about money as long as I can pay for food and gas.

If anyone here knows who Ally Law is, About 2 years he inspired me to live how I want to live. I want to leave and just go on madness with friends but everyone close to me plans on going to college and doing this and that and getting a job, but I don't wanna sit behind a desk for 6 more years just to sit behind another desk from 9-5 for the rest of my life. I want to be able to think of something and then just go do it.

I grew up with a pretty bad childhood, abusive mom, who abandoned me, stressed out dad with annoying siblings and we never had enough money and I've always promised myself I wouldn't turn out unhappy, I see my dad and he is miserable working on-call for weeks at a time and never getting sleep and yea just miserable. ( At a job he hates). I promised myself this isn't the life I want and every time I watch Ally Law's channel I'm happy I want to just get out already, I want to just drive with no real destination, but everyone disagrees with me, "What about money, gas, food" or "that's stupid you need to get a job and go to college", or "your just gonna end up poor white trash". And I'm scared they're right, what if I can't make it, I'm relying on the chance to make it on youtube, JUST TO SURVIVE, and I just don't know what to do because either ill be successful or poor and alone on some random road away from everyone I know.

I'm not really sure why I posted this, no real reason other than just to be heard.