For the past few months, my parental nature kicked in intensely, even tho I'm only interested in adoption . My romantic visions are clouded and tied with it. I'm kinda in a limbo of my imagination. So I have the intense feeling to date but only to create family. I'm technically seeking partner, and I want someone to be romantic with. I have this imagination from childhood that I wanna have 4 kids with pets - either 4 adopted kids or 3 adopted kids and one biological.

I don't have fetish to fill my tummy with babies. I wanna have huge family, and family isn't limited to biological children, because I want to adopt kids.

People never think about these questions, but I have and it scares people [Why want kids? Why the need? How many? How do you picture yourself with kids? And family as whole? With your partner in it? What kinda things you are willing to provide the kids and share?]