tl;dr If you've studied business or economics, how do you manage to still work on it and advance your career in a company? I'd love to know if anyone else feels like that clashes with your awakening.

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I finished my degree in business and economics well before my awakening. I had some big moments in between with a lot of personal growth and that already made me doubt about this career choice (I don't want to go the academic route).

Sometimes I feel like it's an interesting field, but then I realise how most of the companies where I see job openings are terrible in my opinion. Or I wonder if I could handle being a marketing role when I know that's the epitome of consumerism.

Sorry if I'm rambling as I'm not quite sure how to word the train of thought I'm having. I somehow feel like being awakened and working into this system don't go well together. I'm looking for a job now and it seems only way to get a good job is climbing a ladder I don't feel good about.

I've been trying to fit again for a while and I feel like I'm going back to pre-awakened days. I'd love to know if anyone has the same experience.