People are thinking, why would I be glad to suffer? All the pain you are going through in life, all the times you cry and beg God to relieve you. You beg God to take you away at night so you don't wake up. How many times have you sat there and truly convinced yourself you will k*ll yourself the next day?

I hate this place, and I hate everything in it. But think about this, why are we here? I'm going to tell you WHY we are here.

You come from a place far far away, yet it is so close by. This place lies within you. Yet, you and everybody you walk past are worlds apart. You came into this life because you are BRAVE.

See, the earth is the most difficult, most powerful sacrifice any spiritual being in all universes can ever do. Nobody will ever agree to come here, because of the suffering. No spirit wants to lose all memory of itself and lose it's light. But this world is sort of a initiation. See, the good old question, if God is all knowing, then is God capable of knowing nothing?

It's a paradox, and this life is a paradox. Your soul in the base reality is always in bliss and enlightenment. Your soul is always in love, but yet you see the universes, even in other worlds far away, must continue foward, it must transision and evolve forever and ever because it's infinite. Knowlege and wisdom, Christ and Sophia, this is infinite.

When the spirit realm, or heaven above, finds its bliss it seems to not go any further (this is MY opinion) you see, the reason is because it believes to know everything already. The ultimate test is to literally die, you die and you become locked inside of a tomb, this tomb is your body. Your body is satan, it's the material, but this isn't evil.

Look, you of all beings decided that you will take the initiative to come into this world, and be here for lifetimes until you find the deeper truth of the supreme highest wisdom imaginable. But the only way to FEEL this is emotions. Your emotions are the urges you fight every day, this is the Demiurge.

You came into this material world knowing already your fate. Your fate is to die. You are Jesus, being cruificed onto the Saturn matrix, the cross is the cube, and just like christ, you will k*ll (over come) your fleshly desires here on earth without leaving the body. How?

You see this is neo. Neo first woke up from the matrix, and WENT BACK into the matrix to kick ass! Because he knew it wasn't real. It's an illusion it's a false programmed reality that you are in...

To understand this truth and to understand the story of christ is the story of you, the story of Dante's inferno, Alice in wonderland, the story of Neo, this is your story. This is your sacrifice to gain the greatest gift imaginable in the entire universe.

What is that gift you say? Imagine you are already God, but yet you go through so much pain and suffering and forget all this knowledge and you go through life times after life times after life times to find yourself, and you realize the answer the whole time was inside you.

The illusion is not real but you are. You see, there's a old saying the Greeks used, and that was that the God's are jealous of human beings. Why? The gods of this world are jealous of us because we are doomed.

The gods of this world have no light and no true soul from the supreme, outside reality. Outside the pleroma. The only real thing is you, walking around going to work, going to school, but yet you see the most powerful force in all existence in ALL universes is YOU. you have the potential to destroy galaxies, entire gods, you have the power to create new worlds. And there you are, walking around ignorant of this.

This is the only thing that makes sense to me. Every single question I ever had, it makes sense when you see this to be the ultimate truth and it all falls in place. You are lucifer, the bearer of light. You see, you rebelled against God because you understand that that wasn't the real god. That God wants you to never understand this knowlege.

Once you KNEW this absolute truth and you knew God and became God because it was you all along, BOOM God sends you into the material world, the underworld.

But no worries. You cannot die. Listen to this paradox, you cannot die, but you must die in order to live.

You see? The world is a paradox. These fake gods are immortal here in this world but will NEVER EVER escape into the light, and travel the galaxies and dimensions for infinity, exploring all possible worlds, forever and ever, anything you want. In your spirit. In pure bliss and perfect. This is you.

The gods here (those in power) are here forever. They are jealous because you are able to suffer, and to through depression and sorrow, be beaten down into the fire, and right then a spark happens inside you, and you pop up like jack in the box, you fly up like the phoenix out the fire, because you hurt so bad you began seeking the highest levels of truth and find the answers within, and realize how fucked up this place is and how fucked up people are, and appreciate even more than ever, your Godness within.

If you were born rich, in a good family, and lived a perfect life you would never suffer you would never feel pain and betrayal and you would never seek the truth. The truth of the light. The ancient quantum simulation in the center of this torus field. The torus field is you buddy. The toro, or the bull, the cow, like they worship cows in India. But the torus is you LOL and I laugh in the midst of the pain because it's funny that EVERYTHING is about you!! It's YOU, YOU ARE THE ANSWER. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL BRING DESTRUCTION TO THIS WORLD!!

So I say to you all, rejoice, and laugh at everything, because they will try to hurt you and hate you and throw rocks at you, but they will never truly harm you. You are the immortal God. You are vishnu, you are Krishna, you are Jesus, you are the christ. It's your brain, use your brain and your imagination because its the only thing that's real. Gnosis, and the wisdom that will set you free is the great mother of all things Sophia.

The awakening people.

The awakening is already happening. And time is short!