At nocturnal wonderland this hot korean guy (I'm half korean) claimed me as his rave bae and he was being extra friendly while rolling.. he was asking me if I had been back to korea since I came to the US and I said no, so he said "I'll buy us some tickets and we can go!", I looked at him with disbelief because I felt like that was some BS.. he gave me a shoulder ride, shared his molly with me, guided me to the front to the rail, he held me, kissed me, danced with me, um was touching me down there but I moved his hand and told him no. He respected that. Had a little conversation and he told his brother that I was the coolest girl he's ever met. At the end of the night he had me on his back piggyback riding and wanted to take me back to his place on the coast, I said no because I was camping, and I can't just leave my friends. He REALLY wanted me to go with him, but I'm not that easy. I told him to text me. We swapped numbers. I think a 2nd meet up, like a real date, would be better because everyone's friendly when they're rolling and it's not always a genuine connection.

Next day very little communication. We swapped IG's. He's upper middle class, college educated, fraternity bro type of guy. Formula 1 races and you know that's a rich person. I live in the desert and I did a few semesters of community college, but dropped out when I was younger. I make 16 an hour lol. Poor af. Two totally different worlds. ....and now we don't talk at all :( I loved the princess treatment he gave me at nocturnal. I think if I were to text him again, it would be embarrassing for me :( a guy like him can pick anyone he wants.. me a beggar, cannot be a chooser. I just feel heartbroken about it. It's hard to process it. I need kind words and advice.

*Hey everyone, just wanted to say that me venting on here helped me a lot. I had to be told what I didn't want to hear-- that he just wanted to get in my pants and nothing more than that. Many of you did help. *hugs I'm not interested in engaging with some of the rude and argumentative posters. I probably won't be replying to anymore comments. If you want to engage with me, please hmu on my Instagram: shrimpwife (black and white profile picture), but I do look at profiles before accepting follow requests:) would be happy to share memes with everyone and see everyone at a future SoCal fest.