I recently lost my virginity to my partner and they seemed very pleased with my size and foreplay, to go as far as taking breaks durring the deed and sleeping it off after the fact. The only problem is that, I feel like I'll never measure up to their past partners. Becasue my partner is much more experienced than I, they surley have dealt with a bigger dick at one point in their life. I also feel like I can't be honest enough with them to tell them this, of fear of embarrassment/rejection. Just thinking of it makes me uncomfortable. I also feel a little intimidated because my partner is knock out gorgeous with an incredible body and for them to want to be with me feels too good to be true.

Today during a movie my partner rubbed way too low on my thigh and went as far as to grope on my groin when I wasn't hard and when I did get hard it wasn't hanging down my leg enough for them to feel. I believe they wanted or expected more from me. Although I'm glad my dick is the size it is and not anything less, I can't help but toss and turn thinking about how my significant other may not be satisfied with me as they let on.

What do I do in this situation? Any tips to make the sex better? How can I accept myself? How do I stop feeling so emasculated?