Hi,

I am a 26 year old guy who had 50 partners. I've pleased all of them, they were all happy and I occasionally (weekly) receive messages that call me back. I am not a handsome guy or anything, I have an average penis, I think my social skills are good. I realized that I am pretty great at sex, I had women cry on me because they felt "cared", they thanked me, I saw their eyes shining with happiness. I am proud of all my relationships. I was always open to communication, I apologised when I made a mistake and worked on those mistakes. My current fwb tells me I'm the best sex she has ever had and she says she is discovering new highs with me.

But guess what? I am extremely insecure, I don't necessarily feel the need for sex, I feel like sex is overrated and I don't really enjoy it, I usually cum only once while my partners go for multiple orgasms. I've tried therapy, it didn't help. I guess I am just what I am.

I think of my experiences and I feel so happy and confident, I think of myself and feel extremely insecure. Reality is literally in front of my eyes, I don't know what else I can do to feel confident. I don't know, I don't really even care. I just wanted to get this off my chest.