Basically just the title. Non-bone pressed my length is fine at 6.1, but my girth is only 4.25 just under the head. it's thicker at the very base, but only at the base and I'm pretty sure it's just the skin of my balls getting in the way, so that doesn't count.

Last night I tried measuring again idk why, and my erection quality was shit, so I couldn't get above 4.1 in girth. Even if my erection was trash, that hurt to see, and I've been sort of suicidal since. Didn't even go in to work today, just feel like I want to hurt myself.

Looking at CalcSD didn't help, actually made problems worse seeing how objectively skinny it really is. And we all know that girth is far more important than length.

I feel fucking pathetic, I don't even want to try getting with women because I don't want to waste their time.

I don't know what to say, don't even know why I'm posting. I can't describe how awful I feel right now, and I don't know how to talk about this issue with my doc or a therapist, because what could they say? "Yeah you're average, B" I'm objectively not, and size really does matter.