it’s gone the want and ability to get hard And jack that shit like hammer 🔨

Fr tho I use the man’s tool to deal with a day of stress every day but lately I don’t feel jack shit, had no problem doing it whenever I wanted how many times I wanted before, now I have to put an insane amount of effort into one session.

But of course when I’m at work and I wanna daydream I can get as hard as I want.

Sidenote, I had a blood test done because I work out I wanted to see what my testosterone level was. It was 100 over normal levels. I think the limit for my age was 500 to 700 it was labeled with a capital H 827

It’s a blessing and a curse because I seriously have a porn addiction, it’s a good thing I mentally don’t desire it, Otherwise, I would go fucking insane.