title basically, thanks

constantly measuring my 5.3" penis (non bone pressed), 4.7" girth, 6" bone pressed

If push in my fat pad a bit, it looks way fucking bigger and like a nice sized cock

fuckin psychological shit man

ive always felt small cuz i started watching porn when i was 16, i lost my virginity at 30 because i was so afraid to be ridiculed during sex. i met an amazing girl who seemed to not care about shit except for who i am and how i treated her, and we have pretty open communication, so i said fuck it lets do it and we had sex recently for the first time. amazing sex, lasted 6 hours total (the total session), PIV intercourse was more like .. 30 minutes tops, i ejaculated 3 separate occasions. during sex she never really fully saw my cock yet. i just whipped it out after going down on her, put the condom on, and started fucking. but today i told her how hard i was and she told me "show me" so i did immediately cuz fuck it im feeling bold. she said "damn youre really hard, i like your cock" so I guess im ok. but still fuckin shit man. i cant get over my shit. i need some major psychological rewiring.